Trying so hard!!!!!

There I was trying so hard to waste and throw my life away.Where was that path going to lead me?Nobody knows, they're trying so hard they rather see me anywhere than there again. My waist was getting thinner and thinner, my pants were loose. We're aware of the evil effects or at least it has passed through our heads. It's hard to choose, but I threw all that evil stuff for good.I accept my problem, nobody else knows except people in the past.